I learned the world as I sat, still as a stone
while the sky broke into puzzle pieces and
fell on me. “There it is,” I thought, “just waiting
for me to put it together and shove it
back where it belongs.” Time has sped by with me
unable to match the cobalt borders with
the pale blue centers. I have spent countless minutes–
maybe days–looking down at those pieces
wanting so much to reveal the whole picture.
My wanting remains a to-do. This after
noon, through the ironwork that separates our
terraces, I see my neighbor, Jess. At her
feet are puzzle pieces of clouds, shades of white and
gray and eggshell. She stares down at them. She is
sitting very still, mind you, waiting to see
if they will solve themselves and float back to a sky
no longer there. My fault, I know, I get that.Martina Reisz Newberry’s books are Never Completely Awake (due out in 2017 from Deerbrook Editions), Where It Goes (Deerbrook Editions), Learning by Rote (Deerbrook Editions), Running Like A Woman with Her Hair on Fire (Red Hen Press), Lima Beans and City Chicken: Memories of the Open Hearth (E.P. Dutton &Co) Her work has been anthologized and widely published in the U.S. and abroad. She lives in Los Angeles with her husband, Brian Newberry, a media creative.