Strange what half-memories find you, creep
through some crack you failed to seal—
You’re alone in a parking lot. Soiled ice
snaps beneath your shoes. You’re ashamed
of something you said to her,
in a room beyond this lot, past the bar, far
out in the gray where the day's fog clots
over all you can't remember—
it mattered so much before
you forgot
all but the shame,
that frozen lot, how somewhere
she must still hate you,
or not.