If I'm like my mother, and her mother,
and all of her sisters, I won't remember
any of this, the past in the wind
like a white sheet flapping on the clothesline,
dragging itself in brown dust that won't
be remembered. Invention, intercession—
it doesn't matter.
Think a Daliesque clock
on the green lawn chair, and
how I moved into the sun on cool mornings,
and moved again, juggling the explosion
of light, and later into the shadows
of whatever gave itself up,
the sensible quieting down.
I'm here now, white sheet
still on the line. The wind has left.
I saw a deer on the driveway yesterday,
paused before heading
down into the brush, looking back,
paused and looking back
as if it, too, was trying to remember,
and then it went on.